So I'm a Wimp

I had "Safe Crisis Management" training for work on Friday. We learned what we can and can't do in a crisis, how to defuse it, and so on. It basically boiled down to "try to prevent it, try to keep you and the child safe, and remember restraints aren't allowed."

Then we did some demonstrations and I had to help the trainer by fake punching and fake choking. I nearly cried because I did not want to even pretend to hurt them. I really didn't think I would have such a problem with it, but I apparently do.

Besides the problem I have with people touching my neck (I don't like that. Like, at all. Did you know?) I apparently can't perform even pretend violence.

So, color me wimpy, but I did nearly cry.